The Girl

I'm Back

So I officially moved out of my house of 18 years. It's not as bad as I thought. Well i'm settled in and im in a stellar mood right now this is perhaps the best I have felt in a while...it feels good :]. There's more to my happiness but i'm not much of a talker so yeah i'm just gonna say i'm that happy.

" And when you cry a piece of my heart dies, knowing that I may have been the cause,
If you were to leave, fulfill someone elses dreams, I think I might totally be lost."
-City and Colour, Dallas Green

2 Days...

In 2 days i'm going to be moving out of my house that i have lived in for 18 years, my whole fucking life!, and its slowly starting to hit me that i'm not going to be doing things in this house anymore. I won't watch my favorite shows downstairs anymore, I won't sleep in a room filled with many, many, many memories new and old, and I just won't be here which makes me feel many emotions but the greatest one is sadness and its getting heavier and heavier as the day slips closer and closer. This room has been my sanctuary, my fortress of solitude,...my batcave. It's seen as Bj would describe it "a 7 man
pileup" on my bed, hours upon hours of sitting at my computer just listening to thousands of songs, hours and hours of being on AIM. Memories of staying up late each year of high school trying to finish a project but never being able to until it was already 5 in the morning, just staying up until 5 for the hell of it trying to find something to keep the part of the mind thats actually awake entertained, all this along with Joe. So I guess it's going to be sad of course but it's a needed change and i'm willing to face it with a certain optimism that is always needed for a change like this.

Just a song that gets under my skin not in a sad way just really speaks to me on different levels.
Explosions In The Sky - Your Hand In Mine

Sensible Heart

The future is a funny thing.
It looks like it's gonna be good, which is what i think, however you never know how some things may change.
I'd like to not think about the bad and always be optimistic and I think I can with help from my friends.
I find the way the present is unfolding is amazing and spectacular and I do not think anything can bring me down anytime soon.
I think I have finally found exactly what I want.
For people waiting for that themselves I say keep waiting and the reward will be handsome.

Portugal.The Man

So ended up going to the Portugal. The Man concert tonight with my friend Moises.
It was a good concert i'm glad I went.
Portugal always knows how to put on a good show.
This is my 4th time seeing this talented group of musicians that continually amaze me every time I see them.
What topped off this unexpected concert was meeting John Baldwin Gourley, the lead singer/guitarist, and Zachary Scott Carothers, singer/bassist.
They're amazing guys and John mentioned them going to start a new CD next month, which is exciting news and I can't wait to hear some new material.

The latest video from Portugal. The Man called "Lay Me Back Down"

Bliss

Its weird how some things just...happen.
For example our big "08 reunion" in vegas dwindling down to a mere 5 people.
But I guess things just...happen. You could say I witnessed this first hand.
Things that "Happened" to me are things that I don't want changed this thing could be the greatest "thing" to happen to me.

Brand New Day

So have been looking at my friend's blogs and decided i wanted one too haha
It just seems like a good way to keep my down time to a minimum
so eh lets see what we can get out of this mind. yeah?
Anyway...I just heard The Good Life and I am addicted with no where to find it :[
Tim Kasher has an amazing voice that moves me.