2 Days...

In 2 days i'm going to be moving out of my house that i have lived in for 18 years, my whole fucking life!, and its slowly starting to hit me that i'm not going to be doing things in this house anymore. I won't watch my favorite shows downstairs anymore, I won't sleep in a room filled with many, many, many memories new and old, and I just won't be here which makes me feel many emotions but the greatest one is sadness and its getting heavier and heavier as the day slips closer and closer. This room has been my sanctuary, my fortress of solitude,...my batcave. It's seen as Bj would describe it "a 7 man
pileup" on my bed, hours upon hours of sitting at my computer just listening to thousands of songs, hours and hours of being on AIM. Memories of staying up late each year of high school trying to finish a project but never being able to until it was already 5 in the morning, just staying up until 5 for the hell of it trying to find something to keep the part of the mind thats actually awake entertained, all this along with Joe. So I guess it's going to be sad of course but it's a needed change and i'm willing to face it with a certain optimism that is always needed for a change like this.

Just a song that gets under my skin not in a sad way just really speaks to me on different levels.
Explosions In The Sky - Your Hand In Mine